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Soul Paths

Once there was light and love and kindness Cups overflowed with that love Two hurt souls came together Two puzzle pieces fitting so perfectly together There was laughter and fun and freedom Moments of light shining on cuts and bruises Two souls acting mirrors for one another to grow Each soul had finally found another… Continue reading Soul Paths

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What kind of person do you want to be?

Everyone tells you when you become a parent your life changes forever, but until you do it you never really get it, you can't, it's just not possible. I remember when I found out I was pregnant unexpectedly I was half shitting myself half over the moon. I looked down at that blue and white… Continue reading What kind of person do you want to be?

heart, life, love, pain, polyamory

A Letter to Him

It’s been 113 days since I last saw your face, but how many days has it been since I last saw your heart? When was the last time we connected deeply, unfearfully. When did my soul last see yours fully, no walls up, simply just showing ourselves raw, and deep and vulnerable. It’s funny how… Continue reading A Letter to Him

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First Macro dose 2.5 gram Experience – 26th March 2022

I had done a month of micro dosing on psilocybin in February and the mental and psychological benefits I experienced in that month were so amazing. I experienced greater productivity, greater motivation (all things I don’t particular lack in), but I also experienced a greater ability to process emotions and issues that usually would take… Continue reading First Macro dose 2.5 gram Experience – 26th March 2022

life, love, pain

You or Me?

Being Poly isn't easy, nor conventional, nor straight forward. It is the hard way, the least traveled path and each Poly relationship is different to the next, as is each monogamous relationship. I entered into a Poly relationship with someone who said they wanted to try it, thought they didn't fit into the conventions of… Continue reading You or Me?

life, love, pain, parenting

The dreaded baby change

It finally happened. I thought I had escaped the transition from just adult to parent fairly unscathed. I thought I had managed to balance the new change in my life, the transition into being a mum, while maintaining my old identity fairly well. I would be delusional to say I hadn't changed, I of course… Continue reading The dreaded baby change