heart, life, love, pain, polyamory

A Letter to Him

It’s been 113 days since I last saw your face, but how many days has it been since I last saw your heart? When was the last time we connected deeply, unfearfully. When did my soul last see yours fully, no walls up, simply just showing ourselves raw, and deep and vulnerable. It’s funny how… Continue reading A Letter to Him

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Soul Paths

Once there was light and love and kindness Cups overflowed with that love Two hurt souls came together Two puzzle pieces fitting so perfectly together There was laughter and fun and freedom Moments of light shining on cuts and bruises Two souls acting mirrors for one another to grow Each soul had finally found another… Continue reading Soul Paths

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First Macro dose 2.5 gram Experience – 26th March 2022

I had done a month of micro dosing on psilocybin in February and the mental and psychological benefits I experienced in that month were so amazing. I experienced greater productivity, greater motivation (all things I don’t particular lack in), but I also experienced a greater ability to process emotions and issues that usually would take… Continue reading First Macro dose 2.5 gram Experience – 26th March 2022

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Victimizing

In the spirit of all honesty, I have literally had to consume 3 scotches before writing this blog, and not even good scotches which makes it that little bit more worse. I never in a million years would have thought I was a victim blamer. Even saying it now I'm like F**k really was I… Continue reading Victimizing