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First Macro dose 2.5 gram Experience – 26th March 2022

I had done a month of micro dosing on psilocybin in February and the mental and psychological benefits I experienced in that month were so amazing. I experienced greater productivity, greater motivation (all things I don’t particular lack in), but I also experienced a greater ability to process emotions and issues that usually would take… Continue reading First Macro dose 2.5 gram Experience – 26th March 2022

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Ramblings

Today I feel lonely. It's hard when you are surrounded by loved ones but you still feel lonely. I have a loving beautiful child, I'm lucky enough to have 2 partners who love me, I have 2 dogs who definitely love me and many friends who love me. I am loved, but my heartaches from… Continue reading Ramblings

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Victimizing

In the spirit of all honesty, I have literally had to consume 3 scotches before writing this blog, and not even good scotches which makes it that little bit more worse. I never in a million years would have thought I was a victim blamer. Even saying it now I'm like F**k really was I… Continue reading Victimizing

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BDSM Lifestyle

How do we become sexually aware? How through all the categories and sub-cultures of sex do we find that glass slipper? That shoe that fits just right. At the age of 27 I honestly feel like I am far from experiencing full sexual enlightenment, but if we had to measure it in percentage form I… Continue reading BDSM Lifestyle